scared

having bad flu right now.
went home after sunday school, then slept for whole afternoon.
like system shut down liddat.
anyone who's reading this post..,
i need a prayer =]

well, today was my first time to stand on stage, to be gutarist.
for so many times i've played, suprisingly im nervous.
totally off tempo. wasai. totally stress.
is different when u're playing in a small fellowship group.
thk im most confident to play as one, alone in room. lol.
may be i've stage-phobia or what.
now i know, one thing for me to conquer is this kind of fear for being on stage.