prayer

once being hurt
it's hard for you to forget.
especially when it involved someone whom u did care for alot.
someone whom u enjoyed talking to.
you'd been close to him/her. Nah, thats the problem.
because of the close relationship,
it's harder for u to accept the fact that, he/she hurt-ed you.
u couldn't believe such thing would happen.
if he/she were to be someone random outside,
the impact wont be as strong, or, the same. (bcoz u wont care)

just because, i was being too caring
thats why i was so deeply affected.

a different mindset now.
it might not be always good when you own a very close relationship.
colleagues, partnes, friends. etc.
all are similar.

it's easy for me to forgive anybody,
except those whom i used to be very close to.
lord, this is prayer to you.
amen.

scared

having bad flu right now.
went home after sunday school, then slept for whole afternoon.
like system shut down liddat.
anyone who's reading this post..,
i need a prayer =]

well, today was my first time to stand on stage, to be gutarist.
for so many times i've played, suprisingly im nervous.
totally off tempo. wasai. totally stress.
is different when u're playing in a small fellowship group.
thk im most confident to play as one, alone in room. lol.
may be i've stage-phobia or what.
now i know, one thing for me to conquer is this kind of fear for being on stage.

Assignments T-T

overloaded with many assignments, reports.
Final year project is due in 1 week.
stop being lazy and finish them all!

Spinnovex 2011

beginning of the year, all polytechnics will have their own showcases.

This year's SP one was very grand,
skate park, rock climbing wall, robot performance, exhibitions
pop corn and candy floss (oh yay)
Glad that i was involved this time round.
It's a great event to learn lotsa things and make some new friends.
got to interact with the audience...
brushed up my presentation skills...
got to know Friends from the neighbouring booths..
and also, slacked for the whole day, haha.

It was surely a memorable one
4 days is just not enough HAHA

lemon~

dried & ground into powder. we're doing biosorption here for water treatment.
ah ha..

ma booth! some lecturer said it's more like food science student selling lemon, instead of chemical engineering lor.

Theme of the year
WE ARE LEGACY

-photo at skate park-
Those from chemical & life sciences..
chemical engineering, food science, biomedical, chemical process, etc.
ow~ some from mechinal engineering too.

I love this skate park.
that night was windy and it's so comfortable to chill thr.
feel like laying down and hv star gazing
best carry along a guitar and sing with fellow friends.
sure nice! x)
glad to knw u all friends before graduating

Happy New Year!

It's another new year.
time flies..
lets try our best in this brand new year =)

i'll be back!

thk it's rainy season

rain can anyhow shower suddenly =O

couple of weeks ago

outside my corridor, the after-rain sky

i was trying to look for the covenant mentioned in bible

whr's the rainbow?

traced around, i suppose i couldnt find any ={

but far away, a pinky sun was hiding behind the clouds.

i smiled

.

caterpillar sneak into my house

Lol, just i walked pass the living room, the light was off.

then suddenly saw this "little-brinjal-like thing".

i said to my bro: "Goh, what's that ah? a leave or fruit..?"

Goh: "It's moving!"

me: "really wor~?" then i switched on the lights.

me: "aiseh, a caterpillar sia~~ Oii, go toss it away leh."

Goh: "I scare."

me: "walau, i tot u suppose to protect ur sis!" = =

then i jiu grabbed the little fella with a tissue.

it's texture like jelly liddat, haha.. *wobbly-wobbly*

fling it out of 14-floor window sure okay, its 'cushion' can save itself.

brought the thing to corridor and tossed it away.

but the cater' dangled onto the tissue nia.

thk i shake too hard, the cater' bumped into wall on the other side.

sorry.. hope mr. cater's still alright. hehs.

my bro said i was being cruel sia.

i shall leave mr. cater' alone, wait till it climbs to his bed. *grin*

and i just came back from kitchen..

was preparing meals for tmr 12 hrs day shift.

cous-cous + light-fried chix fillet + stir fried veges.

and sandwich,

and yoghurt too.

in case u dont know wat cous-cous is.. =) just soak in hot water and cover with lid/film. easy~ can mix in chicken stalk or salt+pepper, any flavour u wanna. hehs.

fingers are aching, for two weeks i never play guitar le.
should i blame the strings for being too thick.
seems like i cannot press the chords properly sia.
all the weird weird sound came out,
think i gonna change to gauge 10/11 strings.
anyways, cptc's night shift was over!
after yesterday's night shift, i bumped onto my bed.
and straight away hibernate. like system shut down liddat.
so sorry that i missed cf's badminton outing. =X

the previous 2 night shifts were fun fun. though it's really tiring.
rmb the easter egg gifts got from church?
they were eaten by wangcong & zul on the 1st night. lol.
ppl starts busy troubleshooting, doing work.
some ZZZzz~, sleeping with heads dangling out of their chairs.
some watched horror sia = =
thk i wandered around and chatted with friends, hehs.
work shifts really bring ppl together.
can get to know each other better; how they work and talk.
some get to hate each other more. i wonder why.
and i left one more Day Shift on thursday, will be handed over by the night-shift-dudes from SP04. i wanna see their zombie-faces. LOLz.

happy easter!

Today's easter church service not bad.

rainy was the weather.

chilling breeze kissing ppl faces: super syok..

the choir performace was wonderful.

and the easter eggs are absolutely CUTE!

yesterday our team spent a few hours wrapping them.

i wonder if the market is short of eggs now.

because churches most likely have boiled off lotsa eggs, haha.

no doubt, it is a sign of ressurection.

"a new born life"

now im confused, dont know what to do.
absolutely blank now.
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