prayer

once being hurt
it's hard for you to forget.
especially when it involved someone whom u did care for alot.
someone whom u enjoyed talking to.
you'd been close to him/her. Nah, thats the problem.
because of the close relationship,
it's harder for u to accept the fact that, he/she hurt-ed you.
u couldn't believe such thing would happen.
if he/she were to be someone random outside,
the impact wont be as strong, or, the same. (bcoz u wont care)

just because, i was being too caring
thats why i was so deeply affected.

a different mindset now.
it might not be always good when you own a very close relationship.
colleagues, partnes, friends. etc.
all are similar.

it's easy for me to forgive anybody,
except those whom i used to be very close to.
lord, this is prayer to you.
amen.